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i had a pretty scummy, unsupervised childhood (didn't we all) and im pretty sure that's why i am the way i am

i grew up pretty lonely, i think the level at which that has affected me is more than i myself realised beacuse im bringing it up a fuck ton

anyways my only constant through out my life has been the internet and im pretty sure you can see where this is going

the internet is not like what it was when i was growing up and i highkey miss old web

i also love old tech so fucking much omg, old technoilogy had so much soul and whimsy and flavour and now tech companies are focusing on planned obsolence and making the same phone 50 times whilst just shifting elemnts around or just adding one new thing

i am a firm beliver in the idea of tech lasting 15 years

i shouldn't have to buy a new phone every year

i love buying refurbished, i view all my devices as my babies and i think you should try repairing your tech before you buy new tech

i really miss the old days of devices being able to last crazy drops, being sat on or getting slammed against a surface and olny breaking because your dog pissed on it and you couldnt put it in rice quck enough

i think coding is pretty cool too

i've always been into games, "i'm a gamer" /ref

when my brain sees a thing it likes, it gets really deconstructy

like i ned to know it's inner workings and processing

which is why i got into coding

i have a whole notebook dedicated to game drafts and i hope to make and publish them all

im forgetting the languages i learnt (literally just python and lua) but i really wanna revise them

oh i also love animation for a similar reason

like growing up watching odd1sout and somethingelseyt kinda started that for me but learning about 3d anmiation?

omfg game changing

the into the spiderverse trilogy had me doing time calculations to see if i could join sony's animation team

i mean i know i can't for the third film but like i honestly don't care

they keep coming out with peak and it would be so cool to work on one of thier films

i just love creative shit

i'm realising that i'm typing a lot and i think i should makking a blog would be prodctive for me, yeah i'll make a blog