whats on your mind, astro?

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i have to do an introduction? that's what people do on here right?

astro/caspian/salem/mutt/enzo/aurelius/koi/arius

he they any

infj 9w8

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i should probably do a byf/ dni too huh?

please use tone tags with me, im socially inepet and if i don't know you then idk if you're "ok" means i should jump or if you're really happy

i get burnt out really quickly in social settings (like outside of buisness related shit) so i'm not the best at freindships

im really awkward and i dont feel secure in relationships of any kind, if i act weird or seem off please don't take it as me not wanting to talk to you or anything

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using any pronouns is soooo funny

i find it super funny and endearing when someone uses like 4 different ones in a sentence when talking about me

like "yk astro? yeah he got me this book yesterday, honestly they're SOOO god at buying gifts, i love her so much"

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bro if i use we/ our pronouns ignore me...

tooooootally not a system 👀👀👀 (is this a convincing post?)

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telling people you're from the uk is so embarassing

all of a sudden you're being asked to say "bottle of water" ☹️

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dude i forget racism exists too frequently

went shopping, workers kept staring at me and then i was like "ohh yeah, i'm black"

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yo why do people post thier actual birthdays online?

like all im gonna say is im 8/8/8 and you're just gonna have to guess what's actually correct (it might all be)

(the year is, i dont wanna lie about that)

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i keep forgetting to make a post about my shitty memory

ha, i guess this is that post

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fuck college omg

teacher keeps acting like im terrible at making deadlines when HALF THE CLASS still needs to submit, hop off my dick

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my moms getting on my ass cuz i did "nothing" all day then went to bed at 4pm

sometimes your boy be eepy

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i love my girlfriend so much

hi 🐝 if you're reading 🩷

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had the ground breaking revelation that being chronically ill does make you tired

thought i had and infinite energy source to counter act the debuff but no, that shits double stacked 🤧🤧🤧

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omg and untreated depression allegedly fucks with your memory????

can i have anything?😭

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caught my ass crying about my dead social life and then i realised i like sort of accidentally stopped talking to everyone 💀

like ok astro, maybe you're lonely because you're self isolating, did you think about that?

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felt like someone was tired of me/ pissed at me so i stopped talking to them and then i realised i do this all the time

#watdatmean

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ironic part of this layout is the fact that i HATE social media

i never really be socialising with anyone, i just feel like a loser stalker no one invited #hiorimaxxing

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asked a friend to hangout (btw they never post irl shit) they said they were busy (ok) then they posted non stop hangout reels

would've been ok but then they started doing friend trends, ASKED ME TO PITCH in then cut my reply out, kms

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why's venting on tiktok and tumblr better than writing in a diary?

maybe its the screaming into the void aspect

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i want more friends but im violently scared of people and the pain/ disssapointment that comes with freindship

gonna cry omg

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ok maybe i should work on my mental health some more before i make new friends

so no one else has to get an "i feel like you dont care about me" text at 3am

the drama king in me lives for it though

(it's bpd but shhhh i can call it what i want to)

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all these new children laws are forcing me to think about how bad the internet was while i was growing up on it and honestly

i can't form a solid opinion other than fuck mass surveillance and fuck making me buy soemthing i dont fully own!!!

having the internet be my only friend for my formative years probably wasn't the best for me and some of the shit i saw was crazy but i don't think we're going about it the best way

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old web my beloved, come back to meeeee

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why do phones only last like a year now a days

wait why does ALL new tech do this

my first ipad i ever got is doing amazing but my newest phone is starting to kill itself and he's only 6 months old 🥀🥀🥀

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we are losing recipes

technology is losing its whimsy

like look at what we used to have mannnnn

now all we get is planned obsolescence and an added camera or a shifted camera or if we're reaaaaaaally lucky, a new colour

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i was gonna switch to android because apparently they still last a good 15years unlike apple but they're ALSO trying to roll out servaillance shit????

we're ALL in the bad timeline istg

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i forget that some people buy new devices everytime they need a new one

#go-refurbished its better for your wallet AND the planet

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in a fic i read someone made my fav name ALLLL his belongings and that's now a headcannon i have for him because

1. i do that shit and 2. he's literally me in his source material so why not make him more like me

i swear when his lore drops its just gonna be like reading my biography

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another bitch post about technology, fight me

you accidentally drop your phone on your mattress and that shit will fall apart like lego hitting concrete

i used to jump on my ipad, throw it at shit and give it cold plunges and she is still very much alive!!!!!

(i hope she can forgive me for my past evil actions though)

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code my beloved, how i hate you, never leave me

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bro as much as i wanna make fun of isagi i highkey get his puzzle peiece shennaigans on the pitch

like as soon as i see something i like i get all deconstructy, like i NEED to know how it

which is why i got into code, like wanting to know how video games and websites get made

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video games are so peak bro

favourite constant of my life is my love for games i think

yeah it pours into everything i fucking do

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i lost my game dev book and im so mad about that

it's a little notebook that contains all the storylines for games i planned out and i really wanted to work on one but i cant find the book now :(

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i need to learn more coding languages like rn

im forgetting python and thats so bad so i need to #refresh on that

swear i knew a bit of lua too

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omg rewind to my "games made me code" post

animation chanels made me wanna animate

like odd1sout and somethingelseyt were staples in my youtbue rotation growing up

then i saw flipbooks and bro the peices satrted coming together like i got animation

then i learnt about 3d animation and short circuited

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into and across the spiderverse my beloved

the chokehold those two had on me?

got me doing maths to see if i could work on beyond

(i cant but the sony animation team will see me one day)

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does doing my abut me like this show that i love stalking peoples socials?

like if you read this correctly you'll learn all the shit you need to know about me

that's why i love cyber stalking people

it sounds crazy when put like that but i swear im not digging for like locations or anything

idk its just fun to get to know people

i think i only do it because im lonely and its like a stand in for human socialisation but eh

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therians, furries and kemonomimi's unite!

(never drawn my fursona though, will soon)

also really need to make my dog ears and tail and fangs, will soon also as well)

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i bleed minecraft

loved that game for so long it's genuinely a part of me, oh all the random facts i know about that silly game

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thank you quackity for qsmp2

i wouldn't have been able to survive getting kicked out of college for my shitty mental health wthout it

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what's with companies and wanting to kill themselves?

fortnite firing hecka amonuts of staff and rolling out ai shit?

you wont catch me buying anything from them anymore

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did you know i like anime?

checkout my anime list, its on my socials tab on my home page

might even be on my watchlist page if i made it

my favs as of right now are bluelock, saiki k, devil may cry and demon slayer

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no one does petty like me bro

painted a zenitsu painting for my ex and then like i started watching demon slayer because he kept talking about the movie and i wanted to wacth it with him, then i fell in love with the anime and zenitsu became my favourite character but me and my ex started falling out

made sure i took it back before we stopped seeing eachother

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they call me the consumer with the way i be consuming media

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like listsssss

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music

• lil darkie
• charli xcx
• fimiguerro
• esdeekid
• ayesha erotica
• between friends
• crywank
• ellie goulding
• ariana grande
• whokilledxix
• dominic fike
• joost klein
• SOPHIE
• ashnikko

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characterssss

• sally (sally face)
• dante (devil may cry)
• enzo (devil may cry)
• virgil (devil may cry)
• arius (devil may cry)
• lady (devil may cry)
• white rabbit (devil may cry)
• cecil (invincble)
• mauler brothers (invincible)
• battle beast (invincible)
• shadow (sonic)
• rexsplode (invinvcible)
• keith (voltron: legendary defenders)
• shidou (blue lock)
• otoya (blue lock)
• aiku (blue lock)
• and jinx (arcane)

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thank you for reading :)